you live once. go crazy, have fun!:)

my mama

ok fine i lose.haven’t been writing:(

anyway cannot use nama sebenar.

helo youcantik (hahahaha i can hear all my girls laughing right here) , you totally changed my life. why?because what was i thinking!?!?!?! to even consider someone i didn’t know at all, too let you get so close to me in like 2 hours. because you made me feel so stupid, you thought me how much i am worth. i was so young, so stupid, so easy, so embarassing. i am worth a whole lot more than a walk in a mall, a hello you’re pretty, and here’s my number call me kiss me ( no i didn’t let him kay people chill)

oh, you also thought me to not treat a particular boy like he was recycable. to remember that, just like me he had feelings and he actually loved me all 27 times,when i was only you know, jahat. if you read this you would probably know it was you, thanks for trying so much with me. but you seem happy now and i’m beyond happy so yeay you and me!:D

so youcantik, thanks. you are a passerby who changed me.who made me stop and realise i was treating people like trash,i was even treating myself like crap.you  changed how i want to live my life. hope you’ve had some luck since me kay?and sorry i just stop picking up. creepy.

i have a funny story. hahahah cannot believe i didn’t tell anyone

this was when i was in london, in the tube on the way to Harrods.

this matsal smiled at me so i smiled back. than he came to sit next to me (million other empty seats fyi) and he says hye.and i say hey with a :) than he offers me a mint smelling something that i woild presume was gum.

WEH KORANG,HONESTLY MULUT I BUSUK KEEEEEEEEEE????? :(

HAHAHAHA.so there friendly la jugak?offered me gum.

oh there was also this model i met at the airport in aussie. she just started talking about everything.her kid, the dude she met,the next flight she’s taking to tell her husband she was leaving her(mesti FML mamat tu) . most friendly 5 minute friend of my life.

last pinky promise was with shareen izreen.emm like an hour ago. okay maybe i made her make a pinky promise with me because i cannot remember my last. tapi tak kira ke eh? because we didn’t pinky it. oh well, its valid in my book

livelifelustloveLinda says:
 would u like to make a pinky promise to me tonight?
Shareen says:
 hahaha
 ok
 what pinky promise would u like
livelifelustloveLinda says:
 i dunno
 something sweet
 so i can put on my blog my butthead is sweet
Shareen says:
 hahahaah damn im like so no clue.. lets pinky promise to buy a rose for each other on valentines. hahahahaha
livelifelustloveLinda says:
 ok!
 pinky promiseee
Shareen says:
 pinky promisee

:) so we’re both getting a rose for valentine’s CONFIRM!(ps boyfriends: this doesnt mean you’re off the hook) and oh my butthead is so sweeet.

i miss youuuuuuuuuu. only like 3 weeks to go without chu. god, i make myself sound so obssesed with you. but i miss la. honest. so lucky i miss you, because you balik 1234 times a year. so i don’t miss so long. haha k bye love you whit! xx

dreams fail on me too much.because as much as they tell you it comes true, it only does once in like 30 years. i try not to dream of things and keep myself in reality,because they make you hope for things that are sometimes just impossible

with that said, my dream date would be something from reality. a whole day with my boyfriend is always nice. starts at lunch though, we’re both not so fond of waking up early. we would have lunch at the bee, hopefully it’s a wednesday so we’ll play some baseball for cheaper after that, go back to his place for a movie, fall asleep while watching (always happens) and dinner at look out point. if we can, maybe some rome and play taiti all night at laundry after. haaah, imaginable and achievable right now. my dream datee

ps: better be grateful kay everybody. spent hours on this,proves how freee i am this weekend.haha and now it’s fulllll of pictures.:D ala but better pictures than words right?

i dont have a single person for a favourite moment.people around me are all so awesome, so i can’t choose.they’re all tooo good to not remember.im just going to keep listing until i cannot think. no that wont happen, just until i think i need to sleep la k

shareen izreen and i after drinks on the grass calling boyfriends and making videos repeating the line papeponnn please comment.(inside joke)

shareen and ilah at bondi beach.we wanted to eat fish and chips by the beach, but then came the attack of the birds.ilah had a little woopsie and her epic tukar seluar picture. hihihi

the girls, nadh’s car, everywhere around the world just because we had so much time to waste.

the boys and nab at cyber after that lkw gig.

omg play and cuci the musical

m and i, quick tiba tiba lookoutpoint date. which ended when we had to go save our favourite two.

genting with ckat and sarah, and a huge buffet with m.

new year 08 and 09

dalyla and ss2. hahahahahahaha

melaka with amal ckat and sarah and the fooooooood. yumz

haniff’s birthday party last year

first anniversary date

shareen and i at the awesomest party of two in wan’s apartment. hahahaha

shareen and hayat at the hotel next to pavillion tak ingat nama(unrelated picture.haha)

ilah sarah and i in concorde attempts ‘the sexy tido pose’ but failed haha

penang with my college sweethearts

all the girls night outs

putrajaya that one time with everybody

dimsum and kite sessions after

m’s birthday(although you were all pissy at first). and everything else with you is a favourite

my mama and ayah’s face looking at my one time deans list

my ayah’s little suprises on my bed ( driving license, rantai, baju, and stuff)

m and i spooning at our weekly movies at his place:)

and so so so much more tapi penat.talk about picture overload.haha sampai sini je la kay. but thank you, everyone who’s made my life so far, so super duper beautiful and full of favourite things to remember i wouldnt change it for anything you guys :) big hugs and kisses everyone.

i kiss and tell. hahaha not all kisses but i want to tell this time.

the last person i kissed was the first man i ever loved(and still) ,my dad:)

he just got back from jogja and he bought a million keychains because he has a good heart and he couldnt say no to the beggers. he told me to give away the keychains to my friends,i doubt it but anyone interested? BANYAK GILA. and he got all the girls batiks. hihi

i love my dad la. as much as he annoys me with his tolong buat kopi 500 times a day, tolong ambik chocolate, and i come back to the room, tolong ambik pinggan, and againnn tolong ambik tissue( kenapa tak mintak at the same time kan?) and all his missy nak ubat saya jokes. and how he sneaks into my room just to check if im there? i suppose.you see my room was made the easiest access for my parents,connected dari toilet. even if it werent they have a key! that’s just abit alamak sometimes, when im skyping with m ke ape, or when i wear kaftan(kaftans are obscene to wear to sleep ya) dont worry la ayah my sneak out days are way over. haha anyway, despite all that i love him. when he takde i missss him. i know he’s so all up in my face only because im sooo his favourite. abangs sorry but you know he loves me crazy. remember flight to aussie for my chocolates he ate? he favors me over anyone else. my mom tak la kot, but she gets jealous of me too. anyway, i don’t publicise how i feel for him everyday but im going to tell you now. he’s the greatest, i may have my diferences with him but at the end of the day, IF all men in the world would fail me (not saying i am having trouble ke ape k), my dad will still be the only man that i dont have to doubt for anything :)

i love you last person i kissed

my lecturer.

everybody says a million things about him but i have yet to experience how true it is.had one class with him and i think he’s alright-ish, a little mood swing ish tak bertempat. strict like all the others. soooo im going to give him a second chance. well i really have to wether i like it or not, i have a few other classes with him. hahaha

k this is not really what i wanted to answer but i have no time. datelines of everything this week. but 3 minutes off my assignments wont hurt. so here is. sorry la boring haha

im so sorry but i judged one of my closest friends before even knowing her.

dalyla soraya ibrahim.

when i firstttttttttt saw her back in 2002, i told myself ish minah ni gedikkknya.nak lempang.

and then i got to know her, and my first impression was right.hahahaha gedik to the max, bukan saje itu malahhh dia suka tanye soalan sama beribu kali dalam sehari. the gelabahest. but i totally love her just like that. my life would be so boring kalau takde orang gedik dan gelabah macam dal. hihihi

love you smolnos!

see gambar pon can tell can dia gedik echeli?:D